To C

To C:
My deepest apologies for my absence. I know being busy is no excuse for deserting friends, so I'm not even going there. I've got nothing else to say but that I'm sorry for not being as faithful a friend that I could have been. Therefore I've just finished making a commitment to blog more frequently, when a slight problem came up, and that's that my laptop has decided to be rebellious on me and refuses to turn on. A.K.A. it's broken. It needs to read a good "self-help" book just about now and get over whatever it's fussing over, because life without a laptop is absolutely inconvenient. I not only use my laptop for blogging, but I listen to music off of it, I watch movies to kill the time at night that I can't sleep, I occasionally chat a few friends, I read novels, and store pictures and art work, and write tid-bits of my life on Word! My Mom will probably give me her old laptop though which isn't too bad. In fact, it's not bad at all as she will have it fixed up before giving it to me. What a sweet-heart!
Anyhow, I just wanted to tell you that I haven't forgotten about you and all my other friends for that matter. I haven't forgotten about your visit next year either. In fact I was just talking about that the other day with my sister in law. We were talking about some hang-outs we could organize, some movies that would be fun to watch, and other Homes we could visit together etc. Nope, I definitely haven't forgotten about your visit. I have sorta forgotten about this blog though. heh, heh.
About work: I'm quitting! I've had enough of my lazy-ass boss! He's always drinking or eating something during the last hour when I'm most thirsty and/or hungry, and I have to see him drink that soda, eat that cup-noodle, and kick off his shoes and relax in a chair!
But this is not why I'm quitting, of course. I think there are several reasons as to why I've decided to quit, but to name a few, there's my insomnia, the fact that the Home needs me, and also because I might be able to get a job with a better pay. I actually happen to like my boss the way he is. Like I've said before, I don't go too well with serious people. I need people that know how to be themselves. My boss fits that definition perfectly.
Okay, well, being that it's late, and that my brain doesn't function half as prettily as it usually does during this hour, I will wrap things up and try to blog later on. I miss you, and I'm probably looking forward to your visit just as much as you are!

Hugs and love,

me

Pictures and Life.

Uhuh, uhuh, life's like this.

Life's like what? It's like THIS!!!

Work Life:
Work is great and it sucks at the same time. Dunno how it works exactly, but that's how it is right now, and no use asking questions, don't you think? Hm. Okay, let me try to explain. What's great about work is that I'm getting much more used to the routine of things and I'm able to move through the schedule faster than before. This is good because not only does it get us all back home faster, but people stop bugging you about this and that and are you doing it right or aren't yous? The "sucks" part is when we're short staffed, and there's way too many customers. The other day there was only me and another co-worker taking care of the floor and hall area during a "peak" and it was absolutely insane and hectic. Good thing that this particular co-worker I worked with is one of my very favorites. He's nothing hot or good looking, but he's got a winner personality that's positive and outgoing and is fast and efficient. Just what I need at the late hour of 9-12pm. One more thing that "sucks" about work is that it has succeeded in throwing my body clock off completely. I get home at around 1:00 AM, and I usually take an hour to take a shower, and wind down for bed. That's not the problem though. The problem is by the time it's 2:00 AM, I'm wide awake and sleep is the last thing my body and mind are up to. I think it's insomnia yet again. It's all mental though. I think I might have tried to sort the "insomnia is all in the mind" business in a previous post, so I'm not gunna go through that again, but either way, I've been scraping by with 1 to 2 hours of sleep these past 3 weeks, and when I get 3 hours of sleep, I'm lucky. It would be a different story if I was the napping kind, but as fate has it, I'm not. I can doze for 30 minutes, but sleep is almost impossible. My body is definitely feeling the strain, and I need some super-strong sleeping pills like NOW~!

It was nice when one Lixy picked me up from work and walked me back home over some drinks. I don't mind the 30 minute walk back home by myself, but it only so happens to be Adachi-ku where apparently crime is known to be rampant, so I'm thankful enough for the company. I haven't had any alcohol for 2 months, so although it was only a short cocktail that I drank, I felt it...slightly.

Personal, Family, Home Life:
*My older sis visited me the other day. She was a whole shade darker. Looked like she's been working on her tan faithfully. My first words to her after seeing her were the obvious:
"Long-time-no-see! Woah, look at your tan! Not bad, I must say."

Her first words were:
"You lost weight!"

So I guess I did, since I'm getting that a lot these days. Whatever. It's really whatever. But for all those of you who are trying to get your bikini bodies and to be able to fit into your summer dresses and mini shorts, the secret is to drink lots of water, stick to your diet (it could be any diet really) for 2 weeks and over, and you'll get noticeable results. It's no big secret and it's nothing new, but it works.

*Pilates and Hip Hop Abs are my new exercise obsessions. They're helping me along the lines of looking how an 18 year old ought to, and keeping all the ice-creams and chocolates I want to eat from sticking around my midsection, etc.

*4th floor is looking WAY cool! All the handymen that are helping us out with the renovation deserve 10 brownie points and then some! My hat goes off again and again to every one of the workers.

*My Mom's dieting. And progress is being made! 3 cheers for her!

*It's a month till the long awaited Youth Training Camp/Academy that will last for a whole freakin month. I don't know if I should be excited about it or whether i should be dreading even the thought of it as I've never been to one of this length before. So, I'm trying to do a little bit of both. It's not working. The age old fear of whether I'll fit in or not, whether they'll be a guy I like or not, whether I'll be able to take the "training" or not are racing through my mind.

*Shiro and Marie came over and we all watched "Blades of Glory" over chocolate and a custard pie I made. I had so much fun I thought for a moment that I had died and gone to Heaven or something. If you're up to a comedy that you can bust your belly over with some friends and snacks and you don't find gays offensive, than this one is THE movie to watch. Don't delay and get to it now!


*Took some photos with Ken a few weeks back. (They would be the ones you're seeing everywhere throughout this post. )

work, life, this 'n that.

My dear older brother will be visiting all the way from Taiwan this month!! I'm overjoyed! I miss that guy...

That's the good news. The bad news is that my back and shoulders and neck are in pain. You know how your back and shoulders start aching when you're short on sleep for a few days in a row? Well, that's the kinda pain I'm dealing with right now. The other night, I got ZERO sleep. I came back from work at around 1am, took a shower and got to bed at 2am, but despite how tired my body was, my brain was wide awake, and wouldn't stop spinning, and I couldn't find a position that I felt comfortable to sleep in. It was SO annoying! I was horrified as I watched it getting brighter outside and checked my watch to read 4:30am. I gave up on sleeping after that. I had work the next day, and thankfully, I slept well that night, but I'm still rather tired, and I've got work tonight as well. I'm getting used to it though, and I'm making less mistakes. It's all good.

It's getting so hot and sticky these days. It's doing horrible wonders to my appetite too. I don't feel like eating much these days, even when I'm hungry! I look at food, (esp. if it's a soup, or it's a hot dish) and believe it or not, feel tired--just by looking at it! It's insane! I have a feeling I'll be losing some weight...heh heh! There exceptions to this though. For example, if it were an avocado salad, or mixed nuts, or a chilled fruit salad, or chicken salad, I'll be up to eating it. Other then that though, food tires me.

I'm wondering if I should change my hair style. Maybe cut it short? Maybe grow it out super long and perm it straight? Cut a new style of bangs? I'm not so sure, but I want a new look. We'll see what I'll end up doing. Oh, but I'm positive about getting contact lenses. Glasses are such, such a bore!

Will write more later

iroiro

Work:
Is tiring and there's a lot that I need to get used to. I know I don't work long hours or anything, but just the fact that I'm working during the time that I unwind and start getting ready for well-deserved sleep, (9-12pm) is difficult. My boss isn't the stressed and stretched type though, and that's good. He's actually quite funny, which is really good. Angry, unpleasant people, who act like they've got sticks up their hiny are very near the top of my I-don't-like list. Anyhow, good thing my boss isn't like that, and most of my co-workers are friendly and don't bite. Of course, this could be because I'm new and all, but I hope not. My costume could stand some improvements. It's so not cool. So, so not cool.

Movies:
August Rush was movie that I simply LOVED! It's brilliant, and if you haven't watched it yet, than rent it NOW, or download it NOW, or if by any chance it's in the cinemas, than go watch it NOW!! (In any of the above situations, don't forget your pop-corn! Pop-corn happens to be the life of every film.)
I watched a slightly boring movie recently as well by the name of Australia, staring Nicole Kidman and Hugh Jackman. Being that both of them are so talented in acting, I was expecting more of the movie, but honestly, I ended up turning it off half way through, and i don't intend on finishing it either. I assume it's partly because there was no pop-corn, and also because I was already a bit sleepy when I started the movie, but either way, it could have been much, much better. The style of the movie didn't appeal to me.
Pink Panthar part 2 was another movie I just loved, and there wasn't any pop-corn either! I had such a good time laughing that I probably couldn't have cared less for pop-corn if it was served! I heard that part 1 wasn't so cool, and so I didn't bother to watch it. So just in case you got turned off by part 1, don't let that scare you away from part 2, because I hear a lot of people saying that it was a marked improvement part1. Just watch it!

Life:
I'm still on the sugar and alcohol fast, and I feel alive! I also started exercising and walking more too, and I feel more energetic compared to when I was lazing around all day. I think it's especially important that I keep my health a priority since I need my body to keep going till later hours. And besides, I'm only 18. My body should be capable of so much more!
I walked an hour yesturday to the nearest mall and was horrified to see that they were doing a 20~70% off sale! Horrified because I don't have any money right now!! Argh! It was pure pain as I walked up and down the hall ways of the mall checking out the super-cool clothes and adorable nick-nacks. Whaa!
I'm so tired in the evenings these days. I'll blame it all on the disturbance to my equilibrium by my late shifts. My body is adjusting at a snail pase. Hurry up!!